UITM dah open offer for PLK..

yay2!!!!
wake up in this morning..
bace paper la as usuall kan..
sekali ternampak logo uitm..
in my mind at that time,,,"dah open ke for outcampus.."
then bace bagi abis..rase cam nak melompat..yay2!!!!
dah open..alhamdulillah...
aku tak sabar nak apply for admission tomorrow...
aku mmg dah nekad nak wat outcampus..ramai tny..
sanggup ke..aku ckp..aku kene berkorban..
dalam hati aku kate.."yes..aku kene berkorban demi mase dpn aku..demi die yang aku sayang.."
sbb dengan daftarnye aku utk further study ni..impian aku utk hidup dengan die jugak semakin hampir...
abg..i'll do anything to make sure our dreams come true....i know...we have to sacrifice many things...to achieve happiness in the end...i know..we can go through all this rite my love???
abg...thanks atas sokongan n dorongan abg slame ni...walaupun syg down gile..tp abg ttp disisi syg..bg semangat utk meneruskan perjuangan mempertahankan cinta kite...
i promise abg...i promise to be with u in what ever situation...together we make our story become a reality....
aku betul2 happy bile uitm dah open iklan utk outcampus...Ya Allah..terima kasih Ya Allah kerana Engkau telah membantu dan memberi jalan kepada ku Ya Allah...KAU permudahkan lah penyatuan kami Ya Allah...
Ya Allah..aku gembira sgt2 bile dapat tau uitm dah open iklan outcampus....
happy tak terucap..terus cari dokumen2 that needed for application..
so tomorrow i have to arrange everything...g bsn..then photostat all the document needed..
mintak pengesahan dari bos..n apply via online...then when everythings ready...pos kan sume tu ke uitm...
aku dah target nak amik degree in science administration...
hopefully course ni jugak akan bawak perubahan dalam hidup aku ke arah yang lebih baik...
amin...
ramai ckp..better amik pjj..means sabtu ahad..aku pk..bkn aku tanak amik sabtu ahad..kalo aku amik sabtu ahad..then bile aku nak basuh baju..wat assignment..g lepak2..heheh..
at least kalo aku amik outcampus..sabtu ahad leh wat all those things..n even dah kawen nnt pun..sabtu ahad i have time to spend with my husband...and also have time utk uruskan rumahtangga...
bile aku ckp camni kat member2..ramai ckp..."wah...jauh nye ko pk...tak sangke ko pk smpi mcm tu skli..bagusla..ko ni mmg matured...dah pk mase dpn..."
ya...aku mmg dah pk mase dpn...aku dah kene atur mase dpn aku sndri...n aku dah impikan hidup dengan die...smpi bile kite nak enjoy??utk ape kite enjoy??
tu sume tak penting..even dah kawen pun still blh enjoy ngn abg..kan abg kan4...
hehehehe..
and ade jgk yang cube nak jatuh kan semangat aku dgn kate2... "ko tau tak..aku dulu sambung jgk wat outcampus kat uitm...tp tak larat seh...ye la..balik keje je dah "
for me..insyaAllah...berbekalkan semangat aku..aku akan cube bertahan hingga aku abis...
n aku akan buktikan kat sume org..yang aku blh abis wat outcampus degree walaupun penat n walaupun dah kawen and ade anak satu!!!!
yes!!!aku akan buktikan pade sume org..especially kat mak n ayah aku..aku akan buktikan...
insyaAllah..aku mampu..berkat semangat n dorongan dari abg..aku akan jadikan ini sebagai platform utk aku menggapai impian aku n die...
kalo aku penat or dah nak surrender..aku akan ingat yang bnd ni akan wat impian tercapai..
kalo aku mengalah or surrender..bermakna aku musnahkan impian aku n die...
no!!!oleh itu..aku takkan mengalah dengan keadaan...kalo pn noorizam blh ade master dengan wat outcampus for degree n pjj for master...dengan dah ade anak 3 org..why not aku tak leh nak wat camtu??
kalo org lain blh..kenape aku tak leh????
so...aku akan buktikan pade org lain..yg aku mampu utk wat sume tu....
Ya Allah..berikanlah aku kekuatan dan ketabahan utk menghadapi segala rintangan dan dugaan hidup ini Ya Allah...jadikanlah impian kami satu kenyataan..amin~

tension!!

oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stresss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sabar2...
arini kete tu wat hal lagi...
apahal la...
kunci alarm tu batt dah abis..
and i'd notice it just now..
time lunch hour..
tu pun sbb nak kuar g beli mamam...
skali tekan2 alarm..tanak bunyi..wat hal lagi la ni..
pastu bukak la manual...dlm hati..jap g menyalak la kete ni jawabnye..
skali bukak pintu mmg dah bunyi..rase nak je sepak2 kete ni..
hishhh..bising la..diam skit...
tekan sampai nak tenggelam button tu pun still nothing...
still menyalak...adeh la...terus tepon abah..abah pulak tak abis2 ckp bateri kete poblem..
i said to him..abah..batt kete ok la,..start ok je...skang ni batt alarm...
maybe he cant imagine what i said or maybe he dont get what i mean...
at last..baru la die paham...
so balik ni aku kne la g rush jap tuka batt alarm tu..mane aku nak cari ntah..
huhuhu...tensi2...
sib baik la abg din ade...die tlg tgk2 kan..pun same jgk..
huhuhu..then aku pun biar je la kete tu benti menyalak sndri...
pastu ade sorg akak opis ni ckp..
"tepon la abg..."
dlm hati ku..ohhh..abg...syg pny kete ni menyalak lagi..
hahahah..kalo abg dekat takpe la kak oiii..ni abg pun jauh nun sane...
sedang sibuk bekerja...camne die nak dtg tlg...org bisnes sndri..kalo die tu keje makan gaji...dah lame die shoot dtg cni..silap2 harimoon suruh pakai kete die...
hehehehe...
lagi aku sukak...ekekekek...
pastu tension la kan..nak makan pun takde mood..tp makan la jgk..
pastu pulak sambil tu msg my deary...
"abg..tau tak camne nak bg kete tanak menyalak..sbb alarm kunci kete syg tu dah out of batt terus la..."

till now i didnt receive any msg from him..i know he bz like crazy..
ahaks...nevermind..try not to rely everything on him,...i'm a big gurl now..and can be an independent gurl enough even he far from me...hehhehe..
and he also know that i can handle it...walaupun die sbnrnye risau..tp die sllu ckp
"abg kagum ngn syg..matang..and u r big gurl enough to make decision rite my sweetheart???
i know that u are an independent girl..that what i like bout u.."
hehehhe...ye la..kalo tak camne aku leh sabar ngn ko dulu...sib baik nak berubah..kalo tak..aku bertukar jadik hulk kat sabak tu nnt..
hehehehhehe...

skrg ni aku kebosanan tahap cipan tergolek..
adeh la..sakit dah montot aku dok atas kusi ni lelame...
bile ade keje tak hingat..smpi tak smpt duduk..
kalo takde keje..aku blh chatting dari keje smpi balik...
ahhh..kembang la montot aku pasni...

sunday oledi??!!

huhh...wake up this morning in my mind.......~today is sunday...
cepat betul mase berlalu...aku sgt2 bosan...tahap gajah terbang...
hurmmm...pg tadi mama wt pulut ngn ikan kering..
wahhhh...sangat2 sedap...
best giler....
tp kompom jap g aku nantuk....
uhuuhuhu...pg2 td my deary dah msg...

my deary : morning sweetheart...dah bgn belum ni???wake up sayang...abg nak wat keje dulu ni..love u my love..."

me : i'm wake up already hubby....ok...keje leklok tau..dont notty2...n jgn gatal2... (padahal die wat keje kat umah je ari ni...)huhuh...syg nak basuh kete jap...

my deary : ok honey...drive carefully... (he thinks i'm going to carwash...)

me : no la abg...syg basuh sendiri je...

my deary : ok syg...jgn main air tau...

i'm smiling..u always shine up my day la hubby...
hehhehe....
tp tak jadi pun basuh kete..becoz my stomach feel really pain...am i going to have PMS again??
but i'm not period yet for this month...
hurmmm..but persoalan kenapa my stomach feel pain is i'm period!!!OMG...bukannye tak suke kalo period ni..dah name pun pempuan kan..tak kawen lagi pulak tu...kena la hadapi PMS ni..
erti kate lain SEnGGUGUT...huh!!aku tak tau la..since umo aku 18 my period pain more worst...
paling teruk hari tu..smpi aku tak leh bgn..,sian hubby...risau gile ngn aku...
smpi die nak dtg umah..but i said i'm still ok n still can stand the pain...(padahal rase cam nak guling2 cam tenggiling)
everytime aku period je..my hubby akan tny soklan camni
"honey..how are u??are u ok sayang???did ur period pain still getting worst????"
atau pun

"syg....abg risau sgt ngn syg..kalo syg period je mesti senggugut syg teruk..smpi nak pitam...knape teruk sgt ni syg????abg risau sgt2...tak sanggup tgk syg sakit mcmni..."

huhuhu..nak wat camne..dah name pun perempuan..ade la bnd2 mcmni..sakit everymonth..perghhh..pnh skali tu..tgh kuar jln2 ngn die..aritu plk period...2nd day period..mmg macam nk gile la..tp sbb kuar ngn yg tersayang kan..so thn jela...but he more clever...he noticed that my face seems like no blood...then he ask "sayang..are u ok??ok tak ni??sakit ke??"
"no lah..i'm ok..." he still looking at me... "sayang..i now u are period..n syg tgh senggugut kan??"
alamak...tak leh nak lari dah..terpakse jgk admit yg aku period...n senggugut...terus die g beli kan ubat...n tak bg minum air sejuk langsung...uhhh...besides become my special one..i also describe him as my :

1. my love
2. my heart
3. my hubby
4. my best friends ever
5. my life
6. my accountant
7. my advisor
8. my caunselor
9. my personal doctor (very particular about my healthy)

thanks my hubby....thanks for caring bout me...

and today..my period pain come again..urghhh..tensi betul la...
just now i text zira...ajak die men boling...but she didnt reply yet..maybe bz with her uncle becoz today she moved to kampung baru...huhuhu...
just wait for her reply..if not..just stay at home today...
but if my deary know..opkos he say "jgn ngade2...syg tu tak sihat kan..dok umah je k..."
hehehhe...

my new phone and my new skin care!!

g soping aritu...n i bought something for myself...really2 shopping like crazy la dat day...
uhhh...shopping till ya drop...huh..
berpeluh2 aku g beli barang..shopping mcm hantu!!
hahahah...

mule2 g kedai hp..did u notice SONY ERICSSON C905??that 8.1 mp??
OMG...i'd targeting dat phone like org gilak...survey pny survey..
still 2K n above..hmm..bkn tak mampu..blh je kalo nak grab dat phone..
tp ntah nape tak jd...
pastu survey kat kedai hp kat umah...yess!!!dah agak dah..mesti kat cni lagi murah..
since 2005 aku beli hp kat kedai tu..mmg murah dari kedai2 yg aku pnh pegi..n puas hati sgt..
at least kalo ade pape problem pun..dekat je nak pegi...
ermmmm....
money talk!!everything now is money...when u have money..u have everything...really??
for me..nope..it's only to fullfil our needs..our 'nafsu' yg kadang2 dtg cam hantu...
but it cant fullfil our happiness..it cant buy love..the one and only thing dat cannot buy with money is LOVE..trust me?its up to you...but for me..it cant buy love...
back to phone...ermm...discuss pny discuss ngn cina kat kedai tu (sebnrnye dlm dilema nak C902 or C905) at last aku amik C902...hahahahah...

this is the picture of my new gadgets...


fuhhh...puas hati...slim shady betul phone ni..smpi kan one nite tu aku g lepak makan n minum ngn zira n yayang (ni la opismate n ini la hang out'mate') kat taman dagang, letak la phone ni dlm pocket jeans aku...blh plak aku glabah...alamak..where is my phone..raba pny raba...then..oh..in my pocket..heheh...price for this phone sgt2 memuaskan hati..sbb kalo kat tempat lain rm 1.5K n above..kat ctu je RM....secret..heheh

on that day also..i went to find skin care product for me...actually i'm not the one who really take a good care of my face...hahahahah..bkn tak minat..but takde mase...(yela tu takde masa..malas sebenarnye..) after pusing2 at ampang point with my sister...jmp la DERMALOGICA...hmm..before this aku pnh la try product ni...mmg sgt2 satisfied la...so then i told my sis that i want to buy DERMALOGICA product for my skin care product..then my sis beliakkan bijik mate die (sebijik macam pontianak harum sundal malam) sbb die pun pakai that product..then die ckp "u know what my sis...this product really2 satisfy u when u using it" (dlm hati aku.. ya sis..i already try dis one..becoz it is yours..hahahah...) nak ckp mahal la tu..hengat aku tak mampu ke??? (padahal telan air liuq jgk la)
"but my lil sis...it's really expensive tau...only if u really2 want to buy it..then i recommend it.."
then i answer "yup..i really want to buy it.."
after discuss with that skin care advisor...and have a short test for the suitable skin care product for my skin..finally..this is the result...


tadaaa....huhuhuhu...i'm laughing outloud..ooopssss....am i shopaholic???maybe...huhuhu...for once in a month (betul ke??rasenye ikut suke aku je nak sopping...) ade satu lagi yang tertinggal..skin hydrating masque..huhuh..sbb mase tu my sis tgh gune dat thing..so tak dpt nak selit dlm gambar ni...
the price for this product is RM 1K!!!!OMG...i cant believe..i just bought this type of skin care product....mmg mahal sungguh..and this product pulak die tak jual set...die mmg jual satu2...huh..rabak poket aku..mcamne la kalo my deary tau aku pny skin care product dah mahal ni..mau botak die sebelum usia...hahahaha....

after dat me n my sis go to klcc...OMG..kami berkongsi kegemaran yang same...
SHOPPING!!!heheheh...go to KLCC just to go to LA SENZA (lingeries shop)hehehe...
kat situ mate aku terus juling tgk all types of bra's n panties...so cute n very sweet...
coincidencely..my sis ade member card n coupon..ape lagi. i bought 6 panties..3 bra's n 1 pyjamas n 1 babydoll..bukan barbiedoll tu tau..babydoll.. a type of sleeping dress yang maha sexy...
ini baru betul makhluk tuhan paling seksi..hahaha..
but aku takkan pakai pny..pakai time first nite with my husband je...
hahahah...tp dah siap beli kan..gile..kat la senza je aku dah abis almost RM 650...
for lingeries only pulak tu..pakaian dalam je...aduh...
abang...sory ye..sayang tau kalo abg tau..kompom abang pengsan..heheh..tp tak pe kan4?????

tapi yg tu tak leh la nak upload gambar...gile la kan!hehe...
and total up..almost RM 4K aku abis aritu....OMG...
sib baik dlm account bank tu..amount still in thousand++
kalo tak...bukan kate rambut my love je yg botak..rambut aku skali rentung...hahaha...

hari sabtu yang agak membosankan

today was saturday oledi...
huhuhu...
time past as i didnt have any space to think...
hurmmm....
sedetik mse berlalu..sedetik aku merindui mu...
yucksss..what i'm talking about...
today i'm awake at 6.30 am..
huhuh..early huh...
like today im working...
gosh..suppose i wake up at 10 am during holiday...
hahahahhah...
as usual la bile dah ari sabtu ni kan...cuti la kate kan..
basuh baju..masak..kemas umah..tp hari ni rase cam malas sgt nak kemas umah...
masak pun same...can we have our lunch at any restaurant today????
OMG~kemalasan melanda tahap gajah....
yg bapak aku pulak pg2 dah bising "pegi basuh kete..ur car dah mcm 4WD car..."
huh..really???yeah.. i also notice it since last week..but like i said just now...i'm too lazy today...
dunno why...

huh...
baru pas masak ketam..nyummy2....
ni la die ketam tu...
oMG>..sedapnye...ni la menatang yang aku peberet sgt nak masak...


jeng jeng jeng....yummy rite???ooohhhh...really tempting me.....the smell..the taste...
ermmmm....tak sabar nak lunch ni...

Kenapa adanya insan yang mmg tak paham bahasa?????

hari ni aku mmg hangin ngn sorg mamat ni..
last nite i fell asleep around 10.00 pm...
huh...so early i fell asleep..usually i will sleep around 12.30 am and above...
heheh...but last nite..i'm sleepy n i really need to sleep early becoz i dont want to late to go to work today...
but at 3.30 am i'm awake n terus grab my phone to see if i got msg or call from him..
becoz last nite i'm waiting for him to text me..
but nothing...when i'm awake..i see there is one misscall..when i checked who's the caller...i'm getting mad..why he still want to disturb me????and what else did he want from me???
aku geram betul la...
dah ckp bnyk kali...jgn ganggu hidup aku lagi...yg tak paham2 bahasa sgt ni apahal???
nak aku ckp macamne lg???
ikut hati aku mmg nak tuka no je...tp syg pulak..sbb aku pki number ni nearly 5 years...
syg la kan nak tuka new num semate2 sbb org yg tak paham bahasa ni!!!
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really make me wanna shout at him...but i keep my self cool...
eventhough i feel like i wanna pops rite now!!!
arghhh...then just now i'm sending him a msg...

me : ape lagi yg awak nak ni??kan sy dah ckp..jgn ganggu hidup sy walaupun sekali..awak ni manusia jenis ape yg tak paham bahase ni???tlg la..sy dah nak jd hak milik org lain...
aku benci org yg tak paham bahasa ni!!!!

J : sy nak jmp awk sekali je..plz...

me : for what reason???sy tak ade ape2 urusan dengan awk..n tak de urusan penting pun yg membolehkan sy utk jmp awk!

OMG~my body feel cold becoz at this time i'm talking to sumbody that dont understand n dont wanna understand what i'm saying!!!

kenapa la ade makhluk macam ni?????stress + mental block aku ngn manusia mcmni...

at this morning i didnt received any msg from my deary...
at 6.00 a.m i texted him

me : my deary..wake up...6.00 a.m already...subuh jom

2 minutes..3 minutes...30 minutes later..while i'm driving..
i still didnt receive any msg from my deary...till i reach office...
i got one new msg from his lil brother..fikri...i thought it was from fikri..
upe2 nye from my deary...

my deary : syg...take care k...drive carefully..dont drive like fast n furious..love u syg...till the end of time..only u in my heart..only u my cupcake...

'my cupcake??' heheh..that msg makes me smile...he really shine up my day...
huhuhu...

smpi ofis..punch card..then olin my ofismate call..

olin : jom bekfes..

me : now??? (weird..becoz usually i take my bekpes at 9.00 a.m...)

olin : Yup..now..

and today i cant believe i bekpes at 8.30 am..
hahahahhaah...

and now ramai yg kuar kan statement ni kat aku "hey..u dah chubby la now...bdn u dah naik"

OMG...really???!!!ni tak leh jadi ni..nak kene diet ni...
hmmm...
mcmane ni eh??
abis la tak muat dah baju2 yg ade tu...
adeh la...

nothing much to wrote...

actually today is my 2nd day working after CNY holiday...
n 1st day staying at home like i'm renting a bachelor house...
heheh...
mama n abah aku balik ke kulim kedah kul 3 ptg semlm..
balik kampung till this sunday..
huhuh..agak lame la jgk..but nevermind..
so then..i ask my friend, zira to accompany me till they come back..
so means aku n zira je yg ade kat umah tu..
hahah..maharani sungguh beta seminggu ini...
semlm pulak..after office..rush balik umah..sbb mama dah pesan
"mama balik kampung ni u take a good care of my cats...especially umey yang tgh sakit tu..dont forget to feed them...nnt mati kebulur pulak kucing2 aku tu"
dlm hati ku "orait mama..i'll take a good care of our cats..dont worry..i'll feed them till dorg gemoks..." ahaks...ehmmm..sunyi pulak dorg takde kat umah...
n at time..i admit..i miss both of them damn much...
after aku dah bagi makan kucing2 aku tu...aku pun keluar balik dengan berbaju kurung kerja tu ke taman maluri cheras..g umah zira nak amik baju2 die n barang2 ********...secret...heheh...
jalan pulak jem+rainy...arghhh..tensi btl la...jln jem+driver yang tau hala tuju..
kejap kiri kejap kanan..rase nak je langgar bumper blkg...muhahah..
tapi kang aku yang kene bayo..ye la..kete mahal la katekan...
so aku pun patiently driving till smpi kat flat maluri tu..
naik tingkat 5..pastu bawak turun barang2 tu..letak dlm kete aku yg comel tu..
huhu..dlm pale otak time tu pk..muat ke la aku nak letak barang2 ni..
hehe..sbb after that nak g shopping barang2 dapur lak...
lepas dah setel sume..aku drove balik w.maju ikut MRR2...otw tu tgk jalan nak pegi ke cheras bapak la jem...gile lah...mau kematu montot dok lelame lam kete cenggitu..if i'm in that situation..i will open the window n shout "ni pehal jem2 nih!!!"
but if i say..heheh..
pastu bile nmpk TESCO i ask zira

me : zira..nak g k4 ke tesco eh??
zira :alang2 dah ade kat cni kite g tesco lah..
me : tanak ah..g k4 jgk la...

at that time aku pun pecut la...zira hangin je...hahhaha...
smpi w.maju..g k4..beli barang2 basah..sotong..udang..susu..ayam..sayur...yogurt..
n others...
mse queue nak bayar tu..bayar kat kaunter cashier tu baru kot..
lelaki la...sgt ramah...tgh2 tggu cashier tu punch all those things..aku terpandang pulak promoter NARSQO kat tepi2 kaunter tu..n one of them aku kenal..adeh la..shaari..
yes..i still remember his name...i try not to show to him that i still recognise him..
n i notice that he n his friends staring at me..pastu die boleh pulak shout out my name loudly "MIZA!"
ayarkk...what the hal la mamat ni...
lantak la ko...
then..dah abis beli2 barang..balik umah..terus masak2..huhu..
after dinner..mandi2 n prepare our project..hehehe...project photography tu mlm td..
n i be the model..seriously...hehe...
semlm pulak aku waiting msg from my deary..tak de pun..till 12.30 a.m i'm waiting n then i fell asleep...kul 5.30 a.m dah bgn..prepare for breakfast to be taken to office this morning..rajin kan3...heheh..
bukak je mate..terus tgk hp..msg from him..using his cousin'n number.upe2 kredit die dah abis..i share my credit with him..ermm..he also awake already..so early la my deary..heheh...
we be a sweet couple now...sesungguhnya Allah itu maha mendengar segala keluhan hamba2nya..
aku bersyukur sgt2 atas nikmat yang Allah bagi pd aku ni...

n pg td aku send all pictures taken last nite...
hehe..pictures with all those barang2 yang bawak balik tu..
n pictures of me wearing that baju kurung...

then..he reply

him : Ya Allah syg...cantiknya...syg cantik sgt2 tau...u make me miss u damn much my sweetheart...

me : really????ermm...not that beautiful rite...ehhe

then aku terus call die...pastu dgr husky voice die...ermm..miss u so much my deary..dah lame tak dgr your husky voice...pastu terus die ckp

him : syg...u make me want u all the time..thanks syg for everything..tak terucap betapa gembiranya abg sebb memiliki syg...u know what sweetheart?i love u so much...sungguh..abg cinta kan syg sgt2..walopun syg bkn cinta pertama abg..tp abg janji..syg adalah cinta terakhir abg...

me : aik..cam kenal je ayat cinta pertama n cinta terakhir tu...mane copy paste ni??

him : lesson learnt la syg..terror tak abg...hehe...

Ya Allah..sesungguhnya aku amat berterima kasih di atas anugerah perasaan yang cukup indah ini...kekalkan lah ia selamanya dalam kehidupanku...

him : syg...i make ur picture that u send me just now as my wallpaper k dear...
heheh...

me : ish..tanak la..malu nnt kalo org tgk ur phone...

him : i dont care..just let them know that u are now mine..

ngengade nye die ni...and now..when i'm thinking of him..he msg me..i just receive msg from him..hehehe...cam tau2 je aku tgh ingat kat die...

working as usuall...aku dah dpt bekerja ngn sgt2 berdedikasi...my bos pulak dah semakin syg kat aku...hehe....