14 Hari lagi

salam semua...

hey gorgeous!

harini dah 23 Ramadhan 1431h...means lagi 7 hari nak raya...ishhh..seminggu je lagi kan nak raya...huaaa...kejap je..isk2..

hari ni dah 2/9/2010..genap lagi 2 minggu seblm majlis tu berlangsung...erghhhh..makin dekat makin aku serabut...kalo org yg mak ayah beria uruskan majlis tu tak terasa sgt serabut nye wehhh...mcm aku nih...sume urus sndri...perkara yg di hand over pade parents aku pun dorg takde action lg..so aku malas nak ckp bnyk..mase sahur pagi tadi baru sibuk ckp "khemah tak cari lagi ni"

i told ya already to prepare everything early...sbb mase tu nnt ramai yg ade majlis rumah terbuka la bagai...takkan tu pun aku nak bitau jgk kan..penat...aku cume mintak dorg pk kan keadaan aku yg kelam kabut buat sume sendiri...penat tau tak!!sgt penat!but they insist to make me more tired + stress!!

tah la..kalo pk2 kan..mengalir je airmata ni..there's nothing to do with it...damn!!hate to feel like dis...kalo korg dah ade niat nak bertunang tu..seblm majlis merisik ke ape ke..beli la barang siap2...itu kalo korg buat sndri la..kalo parents korg tolong..lucky you..aku nasihatkan utk org yg nasib die mcm aku...everything have to be planned sooooo early...sbb uols akan jadi tension yg hamat kalo korg wat last minit...trust me..especially bab vendor...booking sume nak kene ade 50% deposit...yes..dis is the other things dat make me more stress...duit tak penah cukup...dapat RM 500.00 from gov ni pun..lebur...semlm dah setel bayar deposit cupcakes n full payment utk Sticker...dah lebur RM 100 dah...tinggal RM 400.00..dengan RM 400.00 ni la aku nak bayar 50& deposit utk photog...balance RM 100.00 to MUA..Deposit tudung lagi...ape je yg tinggal?mane dengan few things utk hantaran such as buah n coklat tak beli lagi...do think about it...penat sgt pk sume nih...

tinggal lagi 14 hari je before majlis...sgt stress skrg ni...kdg2 rase nak nangis je..i'm not dat strong enuf..but more to pretend dat i'm strong enuf...kdg2 tu smbil2 aku deko hantaran..ade je bnd yg menyakitkan hati aku...tp aku diam je..malas nak ckp ape dah...ape nak jadi, jadi la...i dont wanna to burden myself for keep thinking of it...i dont have any support from my family..just from few of my friends out there...it is a very - very different situation compared to my sister's engagement day 3 years back...which is..everyone do their part and struggle very hard to make sure everything running smoothly as planned..but when it comes to my turn..it keep worst and worst everyday...and this situation hurts my heart damn much!!but again..i pretend dat i strong enuf...damnnnn!!!its a very hard situation to face...very hard!

14 days is not a long term...just a short period of time only..next week Hari Raya...then..the next week..my E-day..howcome nobody worry bout that??is it not important for them??tired...am tooo tired to think bout dis anymore...what i hve to do now is...just do my part..and leave the others part to them...bile aku kate aku nak buat sume..kate mcm2 kat aku...tp bile handover kat dorg...no action at all...ape sume nih?????nak boikot skli pun jgn la obvious sgt...tahla...i feel worst time to time..

lupekan seketika bab sedih nih...nih nak cite my part pulak...semlm borak ngn En. Abg...die kate..

En. Abg : syg..hantaran syg dah jadi 15..heheh..

Me : haaa...bnyk nye??

En. Abg : org bnyk sgt nak sponsor..

Me : hishh..bnyk sgt tu..

bygkan la..dari 9 it end up jadi 15...tak ke gile...aku buat list barang2 hantaran aku bg die..pun jd 15 jgk...aku tny die..takpe ke?die kate takpe...huhuhu...

oh ye..nak wat checklist jap :

1) DIY Hantaran Jam

2) DIY Chocolate

3) DIY Bunga Tangan

4) DIY Sirih Junjung

5) Beli Chocolate

6) Beli Sirih

7) Beli Fresh Flower Red + white roses

8) Beli Vas Kaca

9) Deposit MUA

10) Deposit Cupcakes + TQ tags

11) Deposit OP

12) Deposit Tudung

nak buat view total budjet jap :

Persalinan :

Baju kurung moden

Tudung

Veil

Total : RM 520.00

OP Event + Outdoor

Syafiq

Total : RM 450.00

MUA

Kak Amy

Total : RM 200.00

Doorgift (Cupcakes + TQ tags)

Dinigifts.com

Total : RM 122.60

Miscellaneous Things

Such as reben, bunga, cage, kotak, polisterin n etc

Total : RM 450.00

Katering + Khemah

No action at alll

GRAND TOTAL : RM 1742.60

Tu belum campur ngn barang2 hantaran yang aku dah beli siap tahun lepas...malas nak campur sekali...sbb seingat aku dulu total utk beli barang hantaran almost RM 2000.00...so total la sndri ngn bajet terbaru nih...

aku bukan boleh tgk angka banyak2 nih...pening..hhahah...neway...korang plan la ye awal2...take my story as ur experience...jgn buat bnd last minit...n jgn harap org lain akan tolong korg uruskan bnd2 nih...kalo ade..ur lucky...kalo tak..u will feel the same way...

notakakicomel : early planned will save u

notauntukdirisendiri : selamat menstresskan diri lg...duit..duit...duit...duit...duit...duit...